I want to catch every smile, cry, laugh, and babble William makes. I want to place these things in an envelope, put in my purse and carry them to work with me. When I start working full time I will not catch every milestone; I will miss so much. William will more than likely crawl for the first time and my eyes will not catch his sweet innocent body going for that toy across the room. Once I start work I will be out of the loop and I hope some of William will be caught on camera. It breaks my heart to leave him and I may not be able to handle it. What if he catches a cold?